Clarification

I've had responses since the last time, so I'll clarify it; The closer I'm getting to the re-opening the more difficulties I'm getting into; I received 2 registered letters this morning. I previously had my phone cut off, bordering on having the computer cut off as well, the mobile put on restraint and my car was in the garage; Elise sorted this out for me besides underwriting my journey to Rhob's funeral, this was a sacrifice on her part. My car was repaired too late to go to Cymru/Wales, but anyway I don't have the money for the insurance. I did have money, but after 11 months out of work it's disappeared, I was not insured for loss of earnings and don't touch dole because I'm self-employed; I tried selling my photos but I need my car, I was intending to convert my photos into CDs but I need blanks with no money to buy them. Yesterday I had an appointment with a very helpful social worker; at the moment I have an allowance of about £450 per month plus my rent paid, and since yesterday I can go for food every tuesday. I only run the business, the property belongs to someone else; I have been informed that the insurance has been released for the building work to start once they have a building permit, there shouldn't be a problem with that (famous last words) and the plans are with the architect. I have to sit back and wait for the pub to be rebuilt whilst all else is falling down around me. I will also have to refurbish the bar and have nothing to do it with. I don't have rich friends, far from it, but some have been very good to me in sharing the little they have; people went out of their way to help me in Cardiff and were very generous in putting me up and taking me out for meals & drinks, I was a bit disappointed that I had to waste money at a board & lodge in my home town but my trip up the road hadn't been on the agenda so it was a last minute decision given the shortness of the voyage, however there's no way I can go to Merthyr without visiting my home town. If any of you can see to holding me buoyant till the reopening: Paypal; bynwalters@libertysurf.fr - it will be very much appreciated, and when I'm back on my feet I'll be in a position to help you. There will be a grand re-opening with hundreds, nay, thousands impatiently waiting in the wings.