Embarrassing? Update

Right; I'm doing what I can, I've solved most of my problems, I bought fruit & veg today from the money I got from my photos this morning; no money spent on unnecessary items except a yoghurt now & again, and a little basket of strawberries on the rare occasion I succumb to a lack of discipline;  the permit for rebuilding is signed and has entered the system and I'm a registered job seeker. Can't see what more I can do; however I am still short of 40€ rent & 50€ computer; there are little odds & ends but these two are priorities. This is intended for sympathizers who want to know how things stand, not cynics & sceptics. It's difficult as it is so I don't care if there are people who find this embarrassing, etiquette says that if we find it embarrassing we turn our eyes away.